Unintentional Harm

No one knew things would unravel so fast
Never imagine this situation would come about
In search of something far from my past
Innocent flirting and hanging out
A few conversations and drinks later
Spicy behavior began to fill the air
No boundaries or lines to stop us
I thought we were in the clear
Until I began to feel something that I knew was rare
I fought it off as best I could
Knowing nothing to come of this
Would be any good
It's far from just physical
Mental is all it took
To get my blood pumping and heart racing
My emotions I knew soon I'd be facing
Things I promised myself I'd keep locked up and hide
Are coming at me like an ocean's tide
It's my fault you see
Living life worry and care free
I knew it was bound to catch up with me.
No one could have predicted what summer of 2010 would have brought
I just know it will always be one of my favorite thoughts
The slight hurt of unintentional harm
Almost feels like a bee sting in the arm
It will hurt and be sore for a while
But you cover it up with a band aid and a smile.