It's Human Nature to Wonder this Way....

When it Doesn't Work Out the First Time...Will it Work Out the Second Time?

Love is the best feeling in the World but, Can be the Most Painful...I have always wanted to marry young...maybe 24ish but I see how things in my life have changed. Not only has my major changed but so has the Love of My Life...Although I am Single I am Very Much Involved with God. I Have found True Unconditional Love with Him...but as Far as Worldly Relationships...I'm Not Sure if I have it in me to allow him back into My World...I have changed immensely...I'm not that Samantha he fell in love with...But he wants back in so bad. How do I Back Track when I have moved so much ahead...I try and not allow him to detour my Destination. How am I really Suppose to Know if I should Give it another Chance? I know I have plenty of Great things going for myself...but I do get tired of being alone and I'm not talking about sex, someone to take a walk with a night, someone to hold my hand when I need to cry and talk about my daddy or even someone to talk on the phone for hours about silly nothings...How do you know when someone special isn't all that special anymore? I wanted more commitment...he wasn't ready to let go of that single life...I was tried of the side dishes he kept here and there...so I just let it go out of nowhere...now it's all falling down like a ton of bricks...Do I give it another try or do I just let it burn...I'm not that same young naive Samantha anymore...