So Gone

It’s funny how we love to love…but love doesn’t love us back…yet it’s a sure fact that I love hard but it sucks that no one is there to catch me when I’m ready to fall. You see I pushed you away as hard as I could, so you would go astray. But you kept beating down my door until I just couldn’t take it anymore. I started to allow you to find your way back into my heart, the same spot you once occupied. Now that I have matured I know how to treat a man and what role I play in the relationship. I learned to be submissive and supportive of your ambitions and your dreams and did I mention...I would follow you all around God’s green Earth. For your love is the one I shut out but when you wanted to make it work I had nothing but hesistant thought. And now I’m ready but you’re no longer there. Now you like the idea of being single but don't wanna to mingle. So why open a door you weren’t ready for or too lazy to walk through. I’m just asking you to be a man and understand that I too have issues with this life you wanna pursue. I’m not talking about anything illegal I’m simply talking about this relationship that isn’t legal in eyes of God. But I won’t and I can’t be that girl I once was because I need to be the Woman God called me to be. Oh it was that weak naive unstable girl you adored well I’m sorry for your loss because I am at the point of no return. I guess I’ll be going because I know the plan He has for me is much greater than this misery you have indeed placed upon me. I hope that you find that girl you are looking for because I know I will find he whom I’m patiently waiting for.