Wednesday, May 26, 2010

See the type of woman I am

See the type of woman I am...
I loved you for 5 and 1/2 years, 66 months and roughly 2007 days
From the top of your large head to the rough soles of your feet
I embraced your flaws and became your biggest supporter

See the type of woman I am...
I gave you all of me, every ounce of love and passion; everything I had
I loved you beyond any words Webster could have ever created
There wasn't anything I wasn't willing to do to see those pearly whites shine through

See the type of woman I am...
Never thought twice about the lies and betrayal
Dumbfounded when I came across some numbers of Nikki and Chanel
You lied and I listened, but always on high alert of your deceit

See the type of woman I am...
I knew there was more than what I was led to believe
Searched and pondered until I found what I was looking for, right in front of my face
Emotions of digust, hurt and rejection took home in my mind, body and soul

See the type of woman I am...
I gave everything to this man just for my love to be thrown back at me
All these feelings of insecurities which was so rare to me
Had me asking, what wasn't good enough...my mind, my looks, my love, my touch

See the type of woman I am...
I lived in this lie because I was 'Stupid in Love'
Found blame in only me, I tried so hard
Began to drive myself insane

See the type of woman I was...
Is no longer the woman who stands before you today
She was weak and in need of validation,
That of a man who wasn't even worthy to validate himself
She keeps her heart guarded knowing one day her soul mate will come to take his claim

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